Diary

15.01

I have a final exam tomorow, and i barely started studying. I am scared i'll fail, not only this one but the whole semester. I am scared i will fail my parents whom placed so much hope in me. I am scared i wwil fail my own self, from when i was a kid. I am scared. But at least tomorow, at the same hour, it will be over. And the next day, i'll be home. In my real home, not the appartment i live in alone. I mean where i feel like home. I don't feel like i am actually living on my own, but as if i was just waiting to return. I wish i never left. But also, i konw i shouldn't have stayed, nor mived closer to home. It would have been even more difficult to get a closure on my childrood.

I had a cherry coke and a some mcdo nuggets also today